Monday, June 27, 2005
right ppl...im back here again..i noe i dun really update my blog..and..no matter wat...plz come and tag me..cus..i dun really haf anyting to write mah...haha....haiz...sch reopen liao hor? haha! today kinda sian...early morning hear Raj scold here and there...wait here and there...boss arnd so much...gees....very sian 1 leh tis kind..liew.. =X den we had our reading period..den it came to literature....haha! mrs maaran gave a talk on our O' LvL bah..haha...cus she wan us to buck up in studies..to be specific..literature...LOL! xP~ actually itz kinda true bah...haha...she said sumting like "we studied for 10 years and tis is the main objective tt can determine our own future" hmmmx....guess lots of ppl got enlightened by her bah...haha...she always gif tis kind of speech when it is the 1st day of sch after hols..hmmm....makes me so guilty not to study...haiz! i want and i NID to study le lar!! wah lao! scared le...the atmosphere getting very tense le la! liew...haiz...den..the rest of the day was quite ok lo...haha...except DnT...mr leo gave a tok during the 1st period of D&T and finally let us go do our coarse work...hahas.. =P i actually did abit le la..haha...not too bad...but mr leo said we nid to rush liao! cus...we late liao...den even mr leo himself oso kan jiong...hahas =X DEN! here comes assembly..zzz...i slept truout the whole assembly..cus..our principal was saying sumting about enterprise and thrust? dunno.. wasnt listening..haha! den after mdm aini finish her talk...Raj continued his scolding...KAO!! say wait here and there again...and said those who wanna tok...come and take over the mike...den refused to let us off..den i was tinking...if i am given a chance to go up there w/o been scolded and stuff like tt...i wuld say... "OK! u all are dismissed!" haha..so funni... =X but tt 1 can dream onli... xP~LUNCH! woot! hahas...we went to LJS to eat..haha...the new 'Spicy and Lemon Breaded Fish' smells like ota and is not spicy...AT ALL!!! LOL! i hate ota...ewww...oh ya....i went to lunch wif Lin, Munirah, Ain and Ben! woot..all are funni ppl...LoLx...den ben and me finish eating 1st..den i came to tot of the comic tt came out recently tt i wanted to buy...den i asked ben to accompany me to Comic Connection to buy tt comic...haha... xP~nice worx him...hahas...den we went back to LJS lo! haha...den we went back home lo...hahas...nothing much happened next le la...haha...
oh ya....can ask all of u sumtin'? izzit a bad ting to smile all the time? or izzit just bad to be funni? or even cheerful? sumtimes keep smiling is very hard too u noe...and if u are too used to it...u will tend to keep wateva sad things to urself and kept smiling...not letting anyone noe abt wat u had gone tru....instead..they might just ting tt u are crazy to keep smiling or wat....or even tot of trying to get the smile off a person's face....itz really hard to get ppl to understand how one feels...sumtimes...it really hurts to see how others react to certain situation...especially when one of ur fren tt HAD been nice and all of a sudden..turn their back at u and wished u nv appeared or been alive...sad case aye? fret not...there are always a stream of light in total darkness....there will always be some really true frens to be wif u when u are down or even when u feels like toking to sumone...tis had happened to me...i had just hoped nothing had happened...nothing bad...and..itz really tuff and difficult to make one happy abt who u are....who u are now will sure upset sumone in other places...no one can ever haf anyone not hate or dislike them....i used to tinking tt i hope tt no one will hate me or dislike me...but it now seems tt wat i used to believed in had failed...no one can achieve tt standard...even the nicest person in the world will haf a few ppl who hate him...hate him for being nice? yea..maybe...for example...no offence here....Poop(<--dunno spelt correctly anot..LOL!) he was shot right? he was very nice to the world...he enlightens ppl...but wat had he got in return? a bullet in his body and sumting worth toking abt, Lots of respect...life is so hard to maintain at wateva u are now....life goes on...no matter u like it anot...time dun stop for anyone...well...maybe for wizards? LOL! dream on~ hahas! not even wizards... =) any feed back to tis paragraph...plz post it to my tag board...thx alot~~~ xP~ itz really hard to make ppl luff u noe...as to..truely luff....do u all noe tt luffing and smiling is gd for the mind and health? smiles gif ur brain an impression of happiness and makes u feel gd and less depressed....hahas...guess sum ppl just wuldnt appreciate their own smiles and luffter...a gloomy face nice meh? i prefer smiley face.. =) heex!
posted @ 10:31 PM