Saturday, September 10, 2005
Once again..i'm here to say hi...LoLZ...haiz...i dunno..wateva i do..i cant seem to be enthusiastic....maybe the horoscope was right after all...im not gonna be enthu in anything until wed...and prelims is on wed! shIT! wat am i gonna do? im still wasting so much time slacking....in the hols...i dun seem to study anything...just maths and geog...ibut i tink i forgot most of my geog liao! means i wasted alot of time...OMG! how am i gonna do well in my prelims? how? how am i gonna improve? how?! i wasted too much time..i've not been productive...always not on task...slacks too much....HOW!? how am i gonna meet the promise tt i made to my frens? to my teachers? here are the promises i made....1) Geography - Ms Eng : Distinction
2) Mathematics - Michelle and Mdm Sin : equal or less den B3
3) Combined Science ( Bio and Phy) - Jillian , Mdm Lung and Ms Lim : equal or less den B4
4) English - Mdm Rozainah : arnd B4
5) Chinese - CL teachers and myself : A2
6) DnT - Mr Leo : B3
7) Combined Humanities ( Literature and Social Studies) - Myself : A C6 dammit
If all of the subjects go smoothly and i acheive the lowest grade of wat i promised....i tink it will be less den 20...but how to get so good? to tell u all my result ( i dun wanna do tis but..) , i got a grade of 42 for mid year leh! how am i gonna jump from 42 to less den 20? i noe hard work can...but i cant seem to get it!! URGHH! tis is really miserable...wats can be more frustrating is that...my face is full of pimples and itz not goin down...it just totally crush my extreme low confidence to absolute zero....haiz...i m better off dead wif my studies like tt....aiyoyo....hahas...but still...hahas...still hafta smile always! i hafta welcome the in-avoidable (dunno how to spell..forget the word le) trouble wif a great big smile....no point sulking over it...and and...i hafta work hard! After reading Ms eng's letter....i very touched and really wanna get a distinction for her and ms nai...and ultimately...for myself! i hafta work xtra xtra hard.....3 times more den wat im doin now...or maybe more...wateva....just let me keep to my promises and not break any of them...i dun wan to be disappointed when i comes back and get my result...i wanna leave sch without regrets...i wanna leave sch wif a great big smile...and come back to sch sumday..not as a student of my secondary sch...but as an EX-student....i wanna come back and see my dearest form teacher as an EX-student...but b4 i can do all tt...i nid to WORK HARD now....and stop dreaming abt the things in the future....itz good to haf a goal...but goal without actions are just dream! fantasY! so ya...i hafta work hard! and together wif my classmates and frens taking o lvl tis year..."itz our final lap now" - quoted frm ms eng letter....i tink itz true....why are we studying for 10 years? make it 4...why are we slogging for 4 years in our sch? itz all becus of tis major exam...now..itz time to test wat we haf got in the past 4 years....all we nid to do now is to slog ur hearts out...and do well...i wish ALL of u and myself of cus..good luck for the coming O' lvl and do well in it...not too well k? cus later moderation go up den i die...LoLx....i wanna show ppl tt i can do well! and i WILL! i hope.. hahas...time for me to go off le peepz....hope we will do well in our exams.! GOOD LUCK! Now before i go...can i leave u wif another qn? or rather....RAting table...hahas...can all of you tt reads my blog pplz grade me in terms of -:
1) Looks : ?/10
2) Character/ Personality : ?/10
i noe itz dumb...but pretty plz? heeheex..plz tag the grades in my blog or just tell me in person....oh btw..plz grade me w/o tinking...cus i nid the truth?...hahas..currently onli one person gave me tt....i will make a table or sum sort abt the score....heres IT..
1) Nellie- Looks : 6/10
C / P : 5.5/10
2) Anyone wanna take tis place?
wowowow...i just realise...tis entry got alot of tables...LoLx...best of luck ppl! chao!
posted @ 11:41 PM