Sunday, October 09, 2005
GOSH! i cannot believe it. I'm finally free! Free from torture! Just can't stand the critism he used. So what if your english is good? So what if your literature is more superior than mine? At the very least, i know what i did and i tried.So what if your parents are rich? So what if they can afford good tuition teachers? What give you the right to criticise people's english? We all are meant to learn. No one is born smart and intelligent. My essays are lousy. Ya, so what? At LEAST i'm trying to improve.I'm not TRYING to pretend that i can write essays. I'm improving myself. You think i'm as shameless as you as to take your own result and boast around? I did not ask you to read. You TOOK it and read. I think you have short term memory. See a doctor. Your parents can afford it. Mdm Rozainah is kind enough to mark and give us a full scale of our weaknesses. She meant us good. You? To laugh at us. oh, and since when did i ever said u were my best friend? get the facts right. I said a friend. No best involved. You don't fit to be one too. You said you never take me as your best friend? Yet you said yourself my "best friend" and said i am vulnerable. Does that mean that you are contradicting yourself? I'm not as vulnerable as you think i am. You don't have the slightest idea who i am. You actually claimed that you are my best friend? Geees, and i thought your skin is already thick enough. Well if you actually found your best friend, good for you. Cos' i think there are none in our school that are smart enough to be your friends anyway, not to mention best. Must a best friend always do what you want? Must they be servant for you? This is what you called "best friend"? Well, you have no idea what friends are. They aren't servant nor are they slave. I do agree what you said. " No friendship is permanent". well, thats because you don't treasure them. You have absolutely NO respect for them at all. Again, we are not your servants in case you didn't notice your majesty. You told me to take the worksheets for you. You ordered me to. Just because you wanted to give me the english papers, doesn't mean that i owe you anything. I'm not obliged to do what you told me to. Not even a thank you when i passed them to you. gosh where is your manners?You always want people to pity you. Sympathise you. Have you thought of others in the first place? You are too self-centred. You only befriend smart people ( no offence here if ben's friends happens to be reading). Keep it in mind. You are in our class. Doesn't make you stupid too? Well obviously. You did not top all the subjects and scored the best in our class. Thats make you more stupid than some of us. I'm not saying i'm smarter than you but think over it. To think that you asked me to stop my sarcasm in the past when you yourself are far more sarcastic than me. Your ego just raised to the top when you knew that you scored better in your exam than previous. You are the rotten tree in the whole forest that make the Normal A / T people think that Express students are mean and egoistic. You kept boasting about your english. WE got you the first time. You are all out to criticise me when you found out that i did badly. So PLEASE, don't say that i don't fit to be your best friend or what so ever your "superior" english says. That's disgusting. I admit that almost the whole class didn't like Marcus, but what give you the right to criticise him when you are far far far more egoistic than he is? Keeping in mind that you only won him in english and lit.
Now for lit. I know you have good tuition teachers, good links with smart people. but hey, i don't have them. I depend on myself and fortunately maaran in lit. While you depend on others to give you good grades. Thats kind of cheating isn't it? So try doing everything yourself without anyone's help. Will you do as well? i doubt so. Go on. Ask your "friends" to read my blog. Criticise my english. I don't care. I publish poems for people and friends to read. Not rotten tree. You can criticise me as to have bad grammer in the poems. Ya so? It's not going for competition or what. I know you did not get affected about what happened in the afternoon. Neither did I. You are not worth the space in my brain. Besides, i did not pretend. Please know the difference between pretence and tolerance.
posted @ 3:28 AM