Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Okays it's been long since i blogged and im really sorry. Anyways lets get down to blogging. Poly is really stressful actually if you ask me. The only difference in Poly from JC is just that we can slack a little bit more than JC students and we have no need to wear uniforms ( aww man i miss wearing uni). So why have i said so? BECAUSE LIFE IS SO STRESSFUL IN POLY! oh okay i mentioned that before, but it is really pressurising. First of all, on Monday, i did my very first individual 2 minutes presentation at my I.S. then. The experience was exciting yet lousy. While i was presenting, i was shaking alot. Shaking as in trembling. I was afraid that i may not be able to do well. Mainly because the audience are the people whom are not in my class. Well at least for most of them. My sit was at the back of the room so when i went back to my sit after presenting, i asked my friends if the paper i was holding was shaking. They said it was obvious! I am so dead. The teacher knows im nervous! DIE! It isn't my fault! We had to present the topic that was set by others! We had to write our own topic on a piece of paper and throw it into a paper bag and by calling out name after name, the teacher asked us to repick a slip in the bag. I got the topic "Public Property". I was like "what the hell?! what am i gonna do with it?!". After awhile the teacher asked me to go out to the photocopying shop to photocopy some papers for the people who didn't have that paper. A person struck my mind and i took my phone with me. I was taking my own sweet time walking to that shop and i called MICH! Apparently she was dismissed from lessons already and heading somewhere to chill. Anyways i was saying, i called her for help and asked for idea on what to present for it. She gave me lots of ideas and helped me with quite a number of main pointers that i presented. So a BIG BIG thank you to you michY!Let get on with today shall we? I didn't remember alot of today cos' im frequently drowsy on Wedesdays in poly. Just that i had only 2 breads and one bottle of yoghurt drink to last me the whole day until dinner at 9pm. I had two ulcers in my mouth. One at the side of my tongue and the other is on my bottom lips. Those were the element which made me miss out on the feast that my cliques in my class were having while having tutorial class. I was starving during our break when my friends were all full and wanted to go to the library. I had to go out of the library alone and buy food. I was eating at the stairs outside the library alone and when i finished, i went into the library again. After break and to the last lesson of the day which is 2 hours, we were having ELtech tutorial. After the whole 2 hours, i finally understood a new law. Kirchhoff's Voltage Law. There's Voltage Divider's Law (which is know as Shaun's cake law in my class), but i didn't really understood how to apply it. Oh wells! Stress. I need to pay 100% MORE attention in class. I really have to. I do not want to fail my module and retake it again. I wanna see my classmates again in the second semester. I HOPE! SOBXX! Let me pray for that to happen bah! and i will really work hard for it. I hope i can.
posted @ 11:12 PM